New Year's Thoughts
I am lonely, aching lonely. Full of nicotine cravings. Sad Melancholy. It’s been a hard days night and I’ve crying all night long. It’s been a hard days night and I can’t even carry on.
This has already been a strange year. I’m not getting any younger. Have I wasted my life? Should I go back to school? Should I go on? Lost family. Lost Money. I’m a lost girl.
Fuck ups. Taxes passport. Stuff. Laundry. Paperwork! New messages waiting for me. Phone bills, visa bills , book a plane ticket. Get out of here.
Fuck. Fuck ! I don’t know what else to say, I don’t know what else to do, Fuckin Fuck!
New year, New me. Just sleep it off.
This has already been a strange year. I’m not getting any younger. Have I wasted my life? Should I go back to school? Should I go on? Lost family. Lost Money. I’m a lost girl.
Fuck ups. Taxes passport. Stuff. Laundry. Paperwork! New messages waiting for me. Phone bills, visa bills , book a plane ticket. Get out of here.
Fuck. Fuck ! I don’t know what else to say, I don’t know what else to do, Fuckin Fuck!
New year, New me. Just sleep it off.
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