What's it all about ?
These are fact and fictional accounts of my longings and my day to day life. There will be highs and lows and there may be nothing at all. If I am on an upcycle or downcycle, Hypo Manic whatever, I will do my best to blog in real time and be brutally honest. But sometimes I just want to pretend or muse on what could be or have my "lofty thoughts". Some of them are good. Make your blues beautiful and poetic! Take dramatic license!
All posts previous to this are before I was diagnosed with Bi Polar Disorder and before the birth of my daughter Keaton.
I always loved kids and wanted to be a Mom but everything fell apart after the birth and now I am a pill popping mad housewife. Not really, it just seems that way.
I am managing this with the help of a team of experts and support groups and the love of a good Husband and extended Family and some Seraquel. But soon, after breast feeding is done I am to try lithium. I am fighting this every step of the way and I am going to share every punch with you.
I am scared to out myself. But I have to. There are so many stigmas and stereotypes. I have already lost friends over this. I hope someone who is in the same boat can take comfort in reading this Blog
and find comfort like, "Wow, I'm not as bad as her". Everyones' experience is unique.
Stay Tuned!
All posts previous to this are before I was diagnosed with Bi Polar Disorder and before the birth of my daughter Keaton.
I always loved kids and wanted to be a Mom but everything fell apart after the birth and now I am a pill popping mad housewife. Not really, it just seems that way.
I am managing this with the help of a team of experts and support groups and the love of a good Husband and extended Family and some Seraquel. But soon, after breast feeding is done I am to try lithium. I am fighting this every step of the way and I am going to share every punch with you.
I am scared to out myself. But I have to. There are so many stigmas and stereotypes. I have already lost friends over this. I hope someone who is in the same boat can take comfort in reading this Blog
and find comfort like, "Wow, I'm not as bad as her". Everyones' experience is unique.
Stay Tuned!
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| The day I lost it one of the few hours of sleep I had post partum |
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| I tried to do it right |
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| In the loony bin you can see it in my eyes, to hell and back |
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